BELIEVE, A Novel by Christian Benjamin Seaborn
Copyright © 2019 by CBSeaborn
ABOUT
BELIEVE
An inspiring, entertaining and uplifting story of a teenager physically and mentally overcoming the ultimate and unthinkable tragedy.
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When military Navy vet Stephen Caldwell is accidentally killed in a horrific traffic accident on the 15th birthday of his identical twin sons, Dwayne and Kyle, it leaves his wife, Ruth, and their three teenaged sons not just heart-broken, but devastated. Most of all Kyle, who survived the crash due to his dad's quick thinking, the boy blaming himself for the accident and his father's death.
It is through his extraordinary musical abilities (the twins are exceptional prodigy saxophone players), the love of his identical (for there is no stronger bond then identical twins), an exceptional psychologist and, oddly, the dad himself, which saves the boy from survivor's self-destruction.
Kyle just had to learn to believe that everything would be okay again.
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EXCERPTS FROM THE NOVEL
BELIEVE
By
Christian Benjamin Seaborn
Copyright © 2019 CBSeaborn
All Rights Reserved
BELIEVE
CHAPTER ONE
“Hello. My name is Kyle Ste…Steph…”
The teenager stops.
“I’m sorry, Christian. Can we start over.”
The writer turns off the recorder.
After a few moments.
“I’m sorry about that. Let me try this again. My name is Kyle Stephen Caldwell. Even after two years, I still have trouble with saying his name. My middle name was his first name. That would have been my dad. And I miss him more than I can ever explain. Anyway, just think of me as Kylie for short. Just about everybody else does.
“I am now seventeen-years-old as of October 13, 2019 and I am a junior at McQueen High here in Reno, Nevada. Things are better now than they were back on October 13, 2017. Birthdays are still hard, difficult for me and my identical twin. No doubt that’s because of what happened that night that changed everything forever. Changed me. But life has to go on. I learned that. Life does go on.
“Tell us who Dwayne is,” the writer interjects, as he wants to keep Kyle focused.
“Dwayne? Dwayne is my twin brother. We have another brother. We all called him Robby but ever since he went away to college this year he has, I guess, decided to be more grown up. No more Robby stuff. Now it is just plain Rob. Whatever. I’m still fine with Kylie. A friend once told me, in the middle of those bad times two years ago, that nicknames are a sign of affection.
“I’m not much of a writer. That’s why I asked Christian to help me with this. I am a musician. Some people have said a good musician and others say a great saxophone player. I’m not sure about the ‘great’ part, but Dwayne and I are good. Oh, yeah. Dwayne. He’s my twin and a huge part of my salvation and why I’m even here to tell you about what happened to us. He also plays the sax. He is also, and always will be, my best friend.”
On the other side of the room, Dwayne Caldwell smiles the smile of someone with a true best friend.
“Before Robby, or Rob, went away to college, we all played together. He plays the drums. I miss him.”
Kyle pauses, unsure where to go from here.
“Maybe you want to start at the beginning?” the writer asks.
“At the beginning. Yeah. That’s a good idea. That’s why you’re the writer. His name is Christian, folks. He lives across the street from us.”
“The beginning, Kyle…” the writer says as he tries to keep Kyle on track.
“Right. Well, once-upon-a-time…”
“Once-upon-a-time? That’s pretty corny opening for a story that is not a fairy-tale,” the writer says.
“Well, when you write this up, you can start it however you want to. As for myself, it started at six o’clock on October 13th of 2017. It was a Friday night. How weird is that? You know. Friday the 13th stuff. Scary stuff.”
“Kyle…”
“What? I’m just trying to set the mood.”
The writer just shakes his head and taps his pen on his writing pad.
“Right. Well, it was Dwayne’s and my fifteenth birthday. Dad and I had headed off to Walmart. A ten-minute trip that turned my life upside down and changed it forever...
*****
“9-1-1. What is your emergency?”
The entire top of the sky-blue Toyota had been sheared off from the rest of the car.
There was silence on the still open phone line.
“9-1-1,” Nancy, the emergency operator, repeated. “What is your emergency?”
She got no response but in the background the operator could hear the sound of traffic.
The trunk of the Toyota was smashed all the way into the backseat of the four-door 2014 family vehicle.
Recent college grad Nancy was an astute person. Not wasting a second, she began to run a location on the phone number, while her left hand motioned for her supervisor, Mary.
“What have you got?” Mary asked.
“I’m not sure. It’s an open line. I hear labored breathing.”
“Location?” Mary asked.
“Must be a cell. Cannot get an immediate location.”
Six seats to Nancy’s right, another call came in.
“9-1-1. What is your emergency?” the dispatcher, Dave, asked.
“Hello?” Nancy said. She had no idea if the person on the other end was the medical emergency or the call was to get help for someone else.
“Ha habido un accidente de coche,” a frantic young Hispanic man uttered in Spanish into his cell phone to Dave.
Nancy got the location of her caller narrowed down to the northwest sector of the city.
It was one minute and thirteen seconds after six o’clock on the night of Friday the 13th day of October, 2017.
Dave’s Spanish was, at best, weak. It did not take a non-speaker like Dave much to know that accidente meant accident and from his one year of high school Spanish years ago he knew that coche was car. He had a car accident on his hands.
“Do you speak English, sir?” Dave asked.
“Si. I mean, yes. I am sorry. This is just bad here,” the man replied.
“Can I get your name, sir?” Dave asked.
“Julio. Hernandez. Julio Hernandez,” the man replied.
“Where?” Dave asked his caller. “Where is the accident?”
“Up in the foothills,” Julio responded.
“What’s the nearest major street?” Dave asked.
“We…we…are on Seventh Street,” the man responded.
“Caller? You’ve reached 9-1-1. What is the nature of your emergency?” Nancy repeated for the third time.
The hood of the car was crushed in a sort of downward angle from the body of the car forward. The headlights were gone.
“There’s been….” an upset, older woman who could not catch her breath was able to say to Nancy. “There’s been…an accident. A horrible, horrific accident.”
The glass from the headlights scattered across somebody’s front lawn where the car had come to rest.
“Were you in the accident?” Dave asked.
“No, But I saw it. I was right behind it,” Julio said. “I had to swerve and slam on my brakes to not be in it.”
“But you are okay?” Dave asked. He wanted verification that his caller was not injured.
“Just shaken. That’s why I started in Spanish. Whenever I’m upset it all seems to come out in Spanish.”
“That’s okay. How many vehicles? In the accident?” Dave asked
“Many. At least cuatro,” Julio replied. “I mean four. Four cars. The truck ran right over the top of the one car. You need to send help up here fast.”
Dave had the caller located somewhere in the northwest hills. He motioned to Mary who moved down the bank of operators to him. He scribbled on his notepad: Multiple Vehicle Accident Northwest Seventh Street.
Mary looked at Dave’s note in her hand. She pondered if this was the same incident Nancy had. That it was reported from two different callers.
Nancy now had the location narrowed down to West Seventh up in the west hills of Reno, Nevada. Nonetheless, she needed to keep the caller on the line while the system continued to pinpoint the caller.
“What kind of accident, Miss? Were you in the accident?” From the caller’s voice, Nancy has deduced that this was an older woman.
“A car…a car accident,” the flustered woman responded.
Mary was now on the move, back and forth between her two operators. Nancy scrawled for Mary:
CAR ACCIDENT. WEST SEVENTH.
As Mary headed back to Dave, a third emergency dispatcher in the aisle behind Mary got a call.
“9-1-1. What is the nature of your emergency?” Sam the operator there asked his caller.
“Where is the accident, Miss?” Nancy asked.
Three of the four windows from the car were no longer where they should have been. The rear window was also gone.
It was a struggle for the older woman to get her thoughts together.
“I don’t know, fifty feet from my front door,” the woman replied. “I was not in the accident. You need to send help right now. Please. Dear god.”
One window, the passenger side front window, one-third of the way rolled down was the only apparent part of the car still intact and undamaged.
Bingo. Nancy had the location.
CORNER OF WEST SEVENTH AND MONTEGO DRIVE. 3400 MONTEGO.
She handed the scribbled location to Mary.
On her way to her desk, Mary passed by Dave who handed her his note: 3400 West Montego Drive, the exact address that his caller had given him. Mary had a match and maybe more coming, as she looked to Sam on his call.
At her desk, Mary punched herself into the 9-1-1 system.
The rearview mirror dangled from what was left of the right front of the windshield.
“We have help on the way,” Nancy said. “Can I get your name, Miss?”
There were numerous sets of tire skid marks on the ground behind the vehicle. They zigzagged all over the four lanes.
“Jeannine. Jeannine Holeman,” the older woman replied, with anxiety.
“Jeannine, I need you to calm down,” Nancy said, a calm demeanor to her voice.
The tire marks of more than one vehicle extended up the hill and around the bend about three quarters of a mile.
There was a moment of silence. The operator could now hear more normal breathing on the phone.
“Are you with me, Jeannine?”
“Yes,” the older woman responded.
“Jeannine. Where are you in relation to the accident?”
“I’m inside my home. 3400 Montego Drive.
“Jeannine, do you see anybody in or near the vehicle?”
“I…I don’t know. I’m seventy-four years old. I don’t know. It’s dark outside. I think there’s rain. I have asked, told the city to get up here and fix the streetlight outside my house. Well, they don’t have to worry about that anymore. The streetlight is on the ground.”
On the ground along-side the passenger side of the car laid a long, dark street light pole.
Mary now had numerous police, ambulance and fire fighter units all on their way.
“I don’t see anybody near the car. It’s hard to tell from inside. The car’s roof is gone. I can see that from my porch light. Some people are across the street. I guess I can go outside and check,”Jeannine said.
“No. No, Jeannine.”
She did not want some older lady with good intentions out there in the dark and rain.
“Please stay inside your home, Jeannine.”
What had once been a car, now looked like a crushed box without a lid.
In the distance, Jeannine could hear sirens.
There was, save for raindrops against the car, a quietness, a stillness that surrounded and engulfed the car, broken up by the approach of the sirens.
There was a sense of peace around the car.
“I hear sirens,” Julio said. “Can I hang up now?”
“Yes,” Dave replied. “Thank you, Mr. Hernandez. Your quick action may have saved someone’s life.”
“I don’t think so,” Julio said. “I don’t see how anybody could have survived this.”
“I hear the sirens,” Jeannine said to Nancy. “I’d better go in case someone knocks at my door.”
“Yes,” Nancy said. “Go and answer the door, Jeannine. And thank you.”
“For what?” the 30-year resident of Reno asked.
“For being a concerned citizen,” the operator replied. “I wish there were more like you.”
“Tell the city to get me a streetlight that works and we’ll call it even.”
“I will, Jeannine. Goodnight,” Nancy said before she disconnected the call.
To complete her log of the call, Nancy glanced up at the clock on the wall. It was six minutes after six.
Detached from the Toyota, in the middle of Seventh Street, was the twisted personalized Nevada license plate, 2SaxDKC. Like tears from heaven, the rain hit the metal of the ruined license plate.
Earlier. Six minutes before six.
Dwayne, one of the two identical twin sons of Steve and Ruth Caldwell, bounded out of his older brother’s bedroom at the top of the stairs in the Caldwell home and headed for the stairs to grab them each a Coke from the kitchen.
Today was the big day. Well, birthdays should be big, happy days, after all. And it should have been. Would have been.
“Can you check the timer in the kitchen for me, Dwayne?” his mother, Ruth, asked from her bedroom as she eyed one of her twin sons who that day would turn from fourteen to fifteen-years-old.
The mirror-image brother, Kyle, was with their dad at the local Walmart and due back at any minute for the family dinner party that included adult friends Carla, Paul, Fred and Ethel. Tomorrow afternoon would be the party for the famous boys and their friends.
“I’m on the phone with Aunt Carla,” his mother continued “and the roast for dinner should almost be done.”
Next to her on her bed was an assortment of birthday presents.
The boys were indeed famous throughout their hometown of Reno, Nevada. They made up two-thirds of the Caldwell Trio. The twins were magic on tenor saxophones while their sixteen-year-old brother, Robby, rounded out the act on drums. Their notoriety as musicians (given their young ages) had spread to Las Vegas, Los Angeles, Portland and Seattle. They had even made guest appearances on a couple of national television shows, thanks to Fred.
But no more were these humble, nice boys better known than in the Biggest Little City in the World, the decades old nickname for Reno. Ninety percent of the city knew who the Caldwells were. Reno’s famous family were appreciated and loved.
“Is Aunt Carla still coming for dinner?” the blond-haired, blue-eyed teenager asked as he paused at his parents’ bedroom door.
“Of course I am,” hollered the woman on the other end of the phone.
“Obviously, she heard you,” Ruth said, as she put some distance between her ear and the loud voice on the other end of the phone which was Ruth’s best friend.
“And stay away from the sheet cake. And put on some decent clothes for dinner. It is your birthday. Your dad and I expect you to look nice,” Ruth added as she watched him head down the stairs in jeans and his favorite t-shirt on the back of which was a picture of famous saxophone player Kenny G.
Dwayne didn’t mind checking the roast. He was on his way to the kitchen anyway to grab the two Cokes. He and Robby had been in a practice session for almost two hours in Robby’s room.
He loved it when Carla would come over. She was not a real blood-related aunt. In fact, she wasn’t an aunt at all She had been his mother’s college roommate. It was such a close relationship, everybody just considered her a sixth member of the Caldwell tribe. The actual true family included Robby, Dwayne and Kyle, and of course their parents, Ruth and Steve.
“I swear,” Ruth continued with Carla on the phone, “they turned teenagers and lost some element of how to dress appropriately.”
She glanced at her favorite photo of the five of them on her small round table. Then nine-year-olds, the twins were dressed alike. Each boy held their then much smaller saxophones. That had been the first year they had started to play. Behind them were Robby, then ten, herself and, in his Navy Lieutenant uniform and the love of her life, Steve. That same year Steve had retired from the military and started his new career in Reno.
In the kitchen, Dwayne checked the timer, as he had been asked. It appeared to Dwayne’s eyes that dinner was still twenty minutes from completion.
Even at fifteen, there can still be a little bit of a child in there.
He opened the lid to the birthday sheet cake. Paul Fisher, a long-time neighbor and professional baker, had been the baker of the Caldwell kids’ cakes since Dwayne, Kyle and Robby had been old enough to appreciate the art behind each cake. This year there were two little identical saxophone players crafted from frosting. All over the cake were musical notes.
“He’s done it again,” Dwayne said to himself.
He closed the lid on the cake, turned away then turned back.
With a glance around as a ten-year-old might, afraid of being caught red-handed, Dwayne reopened the lid, found the right front corner of the cake and, with one more look around, took a little frosting on his right index finger.
“Perfect.”
He let the lemon-flavored icing move about inside his mouth before one good swallow. He and Kyle could have lived just for that same taste every year.
They all hoped Fred would make the party. Fred Hornberg split his time between his homes in Reno and Los Angeles. At 62 years old, Fred was semi-retired from his thirty-year career as a stage manager for some of the biggest television network shows ever broadcast. The biggies. Academy Awards type of programs. When Hollywood called, he went. He was supposed to have caught a four o’clock flight out of LA to get him there in time for the dinner party.
It had been Fred’s LA industry connections that had led the boys to their agent, Freida Granite, and thus to their television appearances.
And, of course, there would be Ethel as well at the party.
“About twenty minutes more, mom,” Dwayne hollered up the stairs. “Did you hear me?”
“Yes,” Ruth hollered back down to be heard over Robby on the drums, even though the older Caldwell boy had his door closed. “I heard you. Thank you.”
The sound of drums together with two saxophones was the price Steve and Ruth paid for three accomplished musicians in the house. And they had no complaints about it whatsoever. Even when Steve would come home from work at the architectural firm which bore his name, he would be disappointed if there was not at least one of his boys at work at their craft, their mission in life, as Steve referred to it as.
Dwayne had started back up the stairs then stopped.
“Cokes, Dwayne,” he said to himself, having forgotten the reason he had gone downstairs in the first place.
Back in the kitchen, he happened to glance at the kitchen wall clock. He never had understood why, with everybody with Smartphones, they even had that old clock in the kitchen.
The clock read three minutes to six. He opened the refrigerator door for the Cokes.
“You know, Carla,” Ruth said on the phone in her bedroom, “we’ve already been on for like thirty minutes. Now I don’t know what we’ll talk about once you get here. Besides, I had better check that roast. Dwayne is not a cook. Great eater, great musician but lousy cook.”
In her one-bedroom apartment close to downtown Carla Paulson had been multi-tasking while they had been on the phone. Conversing, getting dressed and with one eye on the local news to see what was in store for tonight’s weather. Would she need a jacket in mid-October or not? Still, she had not missed a word that her long and cherished friend had said.
“Nonsense, Ruth,” Carla said while she ran a brush through her shoulder-length auburn hair. “There is always talk in the Caldwell house. When you have three professional musicians in the house, there is always interesting conversation.”
“Oh, stop,” Ruth said.
That both women had auburn hair almost made them look as if they were sisters. When Carla had first introduced Ruth to Steve, whom had been Carla’s boyfriend, he had thought they were sisters. It had been clear to Carla from that first get-together that Steve and Ruth would make a far better, longer couple than she and Steve. In fact, Carla had gone the extra mile to encourage the Steve and Ruth relationship. Carla had been Ruth’s Maid of Honor at the marriage ceremony at Reno’s Trinity Episcopal Cathedral.
While it was true that the trio of Caldwell boys were professional musicians, referred to as such was the one aspect of the success story that had always rubbed Ruth the wrong way. To her, they were just her teenaged sons who happened to be competent and entertaining musicians.
“Well, it’s just a statement of fact,” Carla said with fun, well-aware of how her closest buddy felt about the term professionals.
Ruth looked at her wristwatch. It was one minute to six.
“Listen. It’s six o’clock,” she said. “I’ll let you go so you can get over here. Otherwise, we’ll be at dinner until midnight.”
Truth was, Carla was prepared to stay until midnight. When the whole tribe got together, Steve, Ruth, the boys, Fred, herself and of course Ethel, these nights could last until well past midnight. She cherished these moments.
“Okay,” Carla responded. “See you in about fifteen minutes. Give or take Friday night traffic. Bye.”
“Bye, Carla.”
While on the phone, Carla had managed to hear out of one ear that the forecast was for a cool night with a chance of rain. She opened her closet door and grabbed both her matching green sweater and jacket.
“Say, Dwayne,” Robby said as he emerged from his bedroom and leaned over the rail of the stairs. “Did you get lost on the way to the refrigerator?” the tall, handsome teenager with short black hair hollered.
As she appeared from her bedroom and headed for the stairs, Ruth asked, “There’s no reason to yell in the house, is there?”
“Sorry, mom,” the boy replied. “I just wondered what the delay was for him to get two Cokes.”
“Well, honey. You have two feet that when I last looked worked perfectly fine. Just put one in front of the other and walk down to the kitchen.”
“Funny, mom. Very funny.”
The boy started to follow her down the stairs.
“There’s now no reason for you to come. I’m on my way,” she said. “Besides, shouldn’t you also be getting dressed?”
“But mom…” the boy teased. “I am dressed.”
“Don’t ‘but mom’ me. It’s a dinner party.”
Her eyes surveyed her son’s current attire. Where did we go wrong, she thought with a laugh inside her head.
“Some nice pants and a button-down shirt are the order of the day,” Ruth continued. “And if you really want to impress your dad and me, you’ll wear the blue blazer your father helped you pick out. Meanwhile, I’ll see what is up with waiter Dwayne with the Cokes.”
“Thanks, mom,” Robby said then turned back into his room at the top of the stairs.
“Hey, Dwayne,” Ruth said down the hallway towards the kitchen from the bottom of the stairs. “Your brother wants to know if you got lost.”
In the kitchen her light-hearted demeanor shifted into parental overdrive.
Dwayne was on the kitchen floor, face up. With one of the sodas opened by the boy, there was pop all over the floor around Dwayne’s body. His blue eyes were open, focused up at the ceiling; his whole body trembling.
“Dwayne! Dwayne!” she said as she rushed over to him, her shoes all sticky in the soda which she did not even notice.
“Dwayne, what happened?”
“Mom,” the boy said as if in some kind of a state of shock. “Something’s happened.”
The kitchen clock now read six minutes past six.
With both sweater and jacket on, Carla headed for her front door. She scooped up her purse and keys on the kitchen counter. Outside, she realized that she still heard the television on in her bedroom as well as there were the two wrapped presents on her kitchen table. Back inside she was halfway down the hallway to the bedroom when she heard from the TV:
“We interrupt our regular program with a special News Bulletin.”
“What do you mean ‘something’s happened’ Dwayne,” Ruth asked. She squatted down next to her son.
“Where’s your cell phone?” the boy asked. There was sweat all over his forehead.
“Upstairs in my room. Why?”
“You need…you need to call…”
Now Ruth was alarmed. She ran to the base of the stairs and screamed up “Robby ! Robby!”
In all of his fifteen years, Robby had never heard his mother’s voice in that way. Clad in only his underpants, as he had been changing, he came on a sprint from his room.
“What?” he hollered back down to her.
“Come down here. Quickly. And grab my cell phone. It’s on the round table in my room. Hurry, Robert.”
It had to be serious. His mother never, ever used his full first name. Never.
Landon Gilbert, the television station’s anchor, came on Carla’s television screen.
“Ladies and gentlemen. This is Landon Gilbert in the newsroom. We’ve just had a report of a serious accident on Seventh Street up in the Northwest sector.”
“I guess I had better figure a different route,” Carla said to herself. Seventh Street was the most direct route to the Caldwell home. “I just hope nobody’s been hurt.”
“The reports are just coming in,” Gilbert continued, “but there has been a multiple-vehicle accident at exactly six o’clock tonight. That would have been about eight minutes ago. We have a reporter and camera operator whom I am told will be on the air with us shortly. Meanwhile, the Reno Police Department asks that folks avoid the area of Seventh and McCarron if possible.”
Her first inclination was to turn off the television and head out the door but then a strange sensation came over Carla. She felt she should watch this news bulletin. She sat down on the edge of her bed.
Upstairs, Robby, alarmed, darted into his parents’ bedroom, bound for the small round table near the corner windows. One window looked out over the front of the house, the other over the side. He grabbed her phone and darted back down the stairs, two stairs at a time.
“What happened?” Robby asked as he ran into the kitchen and saw his brother down on the floor, his mom beside him.
“I don’t know,” Ruth said. “Give me my phone.”
Robby handed her the phone.
“Who am I supposed to call, Dwayne?”
Dwayne did not give an immediate response.
“Dwayne?” Ruth asked, her voice full of concern.
“Call Kyle. Call dad,” the boy said with a combined sense of urgency and dread.
For a moment, Ruth hesitated. Her husband and other son were supposed to be back from Walmart any minute. In fact, she thought, they should have been back by now. What time had they left for the ten-minute drive, she thought to herself. She had been so busy with the dinner, dressing and with Carla on the phone, she had lost all track of time.
“Call them!” Dwayne said with a directness that took Ruth by surprise. “Now!”
“Okay. Okay. Just stay calm, honey. I’m calling your father right now.”
She punched up Steve’s cell number. It rang and rang before it went to voicemail.
“Hi. Yes, it’s true. You’ve reached the number for Steve Caldwell. Sorry I cannot take your message at this time. You know the drill. Leave your name and number and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks for the call.”
Ruth was about to disconnect.
“Leave him a message, mom! Please,” Dwayne said.
Ruth pondered this for a moment. She had a hysterical boy on her hands and no idea why.
“Hey, honey,” she said into the phone. “I know you and Kyle will be home any second probably. But if you pick this up, can you call me. Thanks, hon.”
“Now call Kyle,” Dwayne said.
“Dwayne,” Ruth responded, “You’ve got to tell me what this is about.”
“I don’t know, mom. I just felt that something…”
Ruth looked at him. The wait for him to complete his thought seemed forever. How long, she thought again, had Steve and Kyle been gone?
For his part, there was one word that Dwayne did not want to add to that sentence. The word bad. That something bad had happened. In fact, his ability as an identical twin told him that it was worse than bad.
Instead, he just said, “Something has happened. Please call Kyle.”
Ruth’s concern had shifted to all out anxiety.
First, Dwayne was not prone to getting upset over nothing. Second, they say that identical twins have a unique bonding. She had witnessed it more than once when the twins had been younger.
She hit the speed dial for Kyle’s number.
“Our reporter and cameraman have just arrived on the scene,” the news anchor informed his television audience which still included Carla. “What have you got for us, Sheila?”
The picture switched to some place up on Seventh Street.
“Yes, Landon,” Sheila, an attractive, twenty-five-year-old news reporter said. “I can confirm that there was a collision, a major collision that involved a now overturned semi-truck and multiple vehicles, including a sky-blue Toyota.”
The words “sky-blue Toyota” shot an arrow through Carla. She crossed over to the TV and turned up the volume.
“Any word on any injuries yet, Sheila?” Gilbert asked from the studio.
“Not as yet, but the Reno Police Department have requested the public to stay clear of the area of Seventh and Montego. Once my camera operator gets adjusted better here, we can show you the Toyota involved in the accident.”
In the dark, save for a street light behind the camera and the camera’s light itself, it was a little bit difficult for Paul, the camera operator, to get a good angle on the car. The matter was complicated by the rain. Not a steady downpour, but more than a drizzle.
Carla looked close at the video. The camera angle went to the ground for a split second. If Carla had blinked, she would have missed it.
In the middle of the street was the Toyota’s personalized license plate. Carla did not catch the entire plate. She did not need to. The part she saw, SaxDK, wanted to make her throw up. The missing elements of the plate she both knew and what they meant. 2SaxDKC stood for two saxophone players, Dwayne and Kyle Caldwell.
Carla sprinted for her front door, past her living room and, on the wall, the same photo of the Caldwells that Ruth had on her bedroom table, Carla having been the one to take the picture.
Outside, in one hand she fumbled with her keys to her car while she nervously worked to punch up Ruth’s phone number with her other hand.
As with Steve’s phone, Ruth got Kyle’s voicemail.
“Hey, Kylie Caldwell here. I’d like to talk with you. Maybe. But I won’t know if you don’t leave me a message. So, do so. Pretty please.”
Distracted, Ruth did not notice the attempted call from Carla.
As she pulled out onto the street, Carla disconnected the call.
“Oh, my dear god. Say it isn’t so,” Carla uttered aloud in her car. “Say it isn’t so.”
Ruth disconnected her call to Kyle. She felt there was no reason to leave a message.
“Dad and Kyle always answer our calls,” Dwayne said.
A statement that could not have been truer and Ruth knew it. It had been the first rule of the Caldwell house when Steve and Ruth had bought Robby his first phone and later for the twins.
Family always answered calls from family.
BELIEVE
CHAPTER TWO
“This one doesn’t sound good,” Officer Jeffrey Popwell said to his partner, Officer Dave Oliver, as their car, the lead squad car, raced up Seventh Street, sirens on as the car’s blue and red lights broke up the night sky.
“None of them are particularly good, are they?” Oliver at the wheel replied.
“No. Of course not.”
Oliver was a 30-year veteran with the RPD, Popwell had been with the force for all of 18 months and with the Traffic Division the last six of those.
“I just meant that the description of multiple vehicles involved and that one of them is right up in some lady’s front lawn.”
“I know what you meant. What was the woman’s name who called it in? The one at 3400 Montego?”
Popwell gave a quick look at his notes.
“Jeannine. Jeannie Holeman,” Popwell replied.
“Ok, When we get up there we’ll do a quick assessment of the situation and then you, Tom and Cheryl can get busy with closing off the area,” Oliver, being the senior officer on the scene, said. “I’ll check in with this Jeannine Holeman. 9-1-1 indicated she was older and pretty upset. I just want to assure her that we are here.”
Officers Tom Benson and Cheryl Robinson were in the squad car right behind them, followed by an ambulance and a fire engine in case of a gasoline fire. All of their sirens and lights were blaring and flashing.
With a light rain still falling, the rescue units were now about ten blocks away, just passing Conway Lane.
“What’s with all the sirens outside?” Robby asked his mother while moving to the window.
Living on Allen Glen Drive, the Caldwell home was one block over from Seventh Street, just off Conway Lane. If they had been upstairs they would have had kind of have a view of parts of Seventh but even downstairs in the kitchen they were close enough to hear the sirens and see the emergency vehicle lights bouncing off the night sky.
The combination of Steve and Kyle not answering their phones and now sirens and lights flooding the neighborhood had Ruth unsettled.
“Help me get Dwayne on his feet and to the living room,” she said.
Robby tried to help his brother up. They both slipped on the Coke all over the tan-colored linoleum floor.
“I think I might be better doing this on my own,” Dwayne protested.
Still, Robby tried to help his brother.
“Just leave me alone,” Dwayne barked.
Robby backed off.
Running through Ruth’s head were two simultaneous thoughts.
First, not upset the boys. At this point she knew nothing about what was going on. Maybe whatever was going on with the emergency vehicles in the vicinity had nothing at all to do with Steve and Kyle. Second thought, she needed to know.
Still running out on her two teenagers was bound to make things worse. The boys were well past the age of needing a babysitter, but if she was going to leave the house under these circumstances, she wanted somebody there. To keep things on an even keel.
Out of habit, she looked to the clock on the wall instead of to her phone for the time. It now read a quarter past six. In theory, Paul from down the street, Carla, Ethel and maybe even Fred would be arrive. Wait until at least one of them arrives, then she would feel better about leaving.
“Robby. Run upstairs and put some clothes on,” Ruth said, as she and her oldest got Dwayne situated on the living room sofa by the front window.
In an instant, Robby realized that, almost naked, he had positioned himself at the front window in nothing more than his Fruit-Of-The-Looms. Granted it was now dark outside and the front of their house was separated from the street itself by the thirty feet of their driveway. Nonetheless, the teenager all of a sudden felt uncomfortable and exposed.
Nodding, he ran up the stairs.
“You okay?” Ruth asked Dwayne.
Dwayne was not sure if he was okay or not.
When he and Kyle had been younger, around five and six years old, they had then had this uncanny capability to “feel” each other’s emotions. They would say to each other “I know how you’re feeling” and really know. But perhaps the most bizarre incident had happened when they had been seven. Dwayne and his mom had been in the kitchen eating cheese sandwiches on a Saturday afternoon.
“Would you go and tell Kyle that his lunch sandwich is here?” Ruth had said.
“I can’t,” Dwayne had responded.
“Why not?” Ruth had asked.
“He won’t be able to come. Kylie’s locked in the basement.”
Now Dwayne had been with his mom in the kitchen for quite a while. Not around the house at play with his twin. There was no way that he could have had direct knowledge as to where Kyle was. And yet he had known.
It was her own memory of that one event that had Ruth concerned. Her twin sons knew things about each other that could not be explained.
“Do you…” Ruth began with caution with her teen, half afraid of what the answer might be.
“Do you remember that time Kyle got locked in the basement?”
His head full of apprehension, Dwayne looked at her. He knew where this was headed, and he was afraid. For the same reason he had not wanted to use the word bad when he had asked her, told her to take action to make the phone calls.
Dwayne nodded a reluctant yes.
Ruth sat down on the sofa next to him.
“Do you…do you know where Kyle is now? As in right now?”
Dwayne felt uncomfortable. He closed his eyes hoping for something, although he knew not what. Then he opened his eyes.
“Mom. I don’t know where Kyle is at. I wish, I really wish I did. I just felt…”
“I know. You said that something had happened,” she interjected.
Now, Dwayne had thought to himself, tell her the one word.
“It was more than that,” the boy said.
His mother looked at him with a quizzical expression.
“It was that something bad happened. Something bad has happened.”
A logjam had developed on Seventh Street five blocks up from Walmart as the emergency vehicles approached. There was also quite a group of people there, some from the neighborhood. Others whom had been in their cars near the scene, forced to move to the side of the road.
As they pulled over in front of the news van, Officers Oliver and Popwell were astonished at what they saw in the darkened street.
The rain had shifted from a drizzle to scattered showers. Through the windshield wipers of their squad car and about forty yards ahead of them, the officers first saw a semi-truck cab on its right side. Of the four corners at Montego and Seventh, the northwest corner was an undeveloped lot with a small hill and dirt. On its right side, the semi had skidded along the sidewalk, past the dirt hill, to the sidewalk of Montego street before it had stopped.
If anyone, Oliver thought, had been on that part of the sidewalk right then, they would have been killed.
The semi had been a transporter for a car hauler. The officers could see from their vantage point that the hauler was dislodged from the cab and on its side as well. There were still two cars in the lower portion of the hauler, but two cars from the top had, on impact with the sidewalk, dislocated, as if fired projectiles, and landed fifty yards away in the dirt.
“Come on,” Officer Oliver said. “We’ve got work here to do, partner.”
Popwell joined Officers Benson and Robinson to begin the process of putting order back where chaos was as they started to place flares on the street. Meanwhile, Oliver crossed up towards the huge semi cab. He aimed his flashlight at the broken glass of the windshield. Inside, he could see the still figure of an adult male.
“There’s a driver in the semi,” Oliver hollered back to the paramedics whom had just parked their ambulance behind the squad cars.
With their emergency kits, the two young paramedics started to run up towards Oliver and the semi when one of them, Jason Pennington, noticed what appeared to be a car across the street in someone’s front yard.
“We’ve got another vehicle over here,” Jason told his partner, Mike Tomlinson. “You take the semi and I’ll take whatever is over there, across the street.”
Mike nodded.
Oliver moved his flashlight up and past the semi. Shining it around, he could see the two cars that had separated from the hauler. This was clearly bad, but it could have been much worse, he observed. The cars had lodged in the dirt, but they just as easily could have sailed across the street into occupied homes.
On the sidewalk across from the semi were at least three dozen people on the sidewalk. The shocked, upset, bewildered looks on their faces said a lot. Oliver wondered if they had seen the accident. Witnesses were important to police work. He remembered there had been a second 9-1-1 caller. Julio Hernandez. He wanted to find Julio Hernandez as well as talk to Miss Holeman.
He crossed the street to the people that he was sworn to protect and serve. On the verge of retirement, he was as serious about that oath now as he had been thirty-years earlier.
“Everything will be okay,” Oliver began aloud. He knew that might not exactly be a true statement given the devastation but keeping people calm was certainly a part of what he did.
“Is anyone here named Julio Hernandez?” he asked, walking slowly down the line of people. “Julio Hernandez?”
Some people managed to shake their heads no. Others did nothing. People witnessing even the aftermath of something horrible might be as affected as those directly involved. Officer Dave Oliver knew this very well.
“Hello, Ruth,” Carla said into her phone, having pulled into the McDonald’s parking lot on Keystone to make the call.
The last thing she needed was to stupidly be talking on her phone while driving. There was already one accident to cope with. Her possibly getting in one was not a requirement of the evening.
“Carla,” Ruth replied. “I am so glad you called. Are you close? I am not sure what is going on in the neighborhood. We just heard a bunch of sirens and saw the flashing lights.”
“Any idea what is going on?” Carla asked, fishing for information in terms of what Ruth might already know.
Carla had her suspicions that something horrible had happened due to what she had seen on the news report from her home, she did not want to get Ruth upset. At least not until she was there, face-to-face with her. To be supportive because that is what close friends do for each other. They support.
Making his way through some shrubs, Jason tripped over a large piece of metal as he approached the car. Looking closer, he could see that it was the lower portion of a thirty-foot light pole. It was completely down on the passenger side of the car. Or what was left of the car.
“What happened here?” Jason said aloud to himself.
Even from the rear of the car, the porch light of the house provided enough light so that he could see the back of a slumped over figure of an adult male. As he moved closer, he could see the man was face down. For the most part in the passenger side of the car.
With an eye on Dwayne on the sofa, Ruth moved off into the dining room and, hopefully, out of her son’s earshot.
“No idea,” Ruth replied to Carla’s question while she lowered her voice. “Dwayne collapsed and said I needed to call Steve and Kyle. They ran off to Walmart. I don’t even know when exactly, but it was at least thirty, maybe forty minutes ago. Neither of them answered. And now the boys and I just heard a lot of sirens someplace on Seventh.”
Carla was still way down by Keystone and Seventh. At least, under normal traffic situations, eight minutes to Ruth. Knowing what she knew, she wanted Ruth not to leave until she got there. At least then she would be there instead of Ruth, alone, faced with who knew what.
“Listen, Ruth. I’m close. Well, about halfway there. Promise me, please, that you’ll sit tight until I get there. Then we can go explore together.”
“Sure,” Ruth said. “I don’t want to leave Robby and Dwayne alone anyways. I was thinking that you or Paul or Fred, if his flight from LA got in, I thought someone would be here. With the boys.”
Carla tried to remain as calm as possible. Given that Steve and Kyle had to have been in the accident from the license plate on the news, she said, “That’s a good plan.”
The front doorbell rang.
“Someone is at the door. Let me go and get it.”
“Okay. But promise me you’ll stay there until I get there. Please, Ruth.”
“I’ll wait.”
Was I too obvious, Carla thought to herself as she pulled away from McDonald’s.
If Carla had been too obvious, it had gone right over Ruth. She had too much on her mind. One boy upstairs. Another in the living room, traumatized by something unexplainable. Her husband and other son not answering their phones. Now somebody at the door. Steve had always told Ruth that she was the level-headed strong one of their team but right now she felt overwhelmed.
Ruth turned on the porch light and opened the door.
“I am so glad you are both here,” she said.
Fred Hornberg stood on the porch of the home Steve had designed. At six feet four inches, he towered over Ruth. Behind Fred, on the bottom of five steps which lead up to the house, was Paul.
“Come in. Please. I don’t know what to do,” Ruth said as she ushered them into the house and closed the door.
The paramedics reported to the officers that both the driver of the semi and the driver of the Toyota were deceased. The call had been made to the coroner’s office. Until the coroner would arrive in about thirty minutes, the bodies would neither be touched or moved.
Officer Oliver was patient as he waited on the lit front porch of 3400 Montego. Jeannine Holeman’s home. He turned to his left and looked back at the roofless car on Miss Holeman’s lawn. In his three decades on the force he had never seen such devastation. After a minute, the door was opened by a frail older woman.
“Hello,” Oliver began. “Are you Jeannine Holeman?”
“I am,” she responded. With care, she eyed the officer’s uniform and badge. “I was wondering if any of you were going to come to my door or not.”
“Absolutely, we wanted to speak with you,” Oliver said.
“May I come in?”
Jeannine opened her door. A senior citizen living alone, she always had it in her head to be cautious whom she opened the door for and let into her home. Of course, in this case it was more by habit for she knew this man was a police officer investigating an accident.
As Oliver went into the Holeman home, Popwell, at Oliver’s direction, was going person-to-person, car-to-car in search of Julio Hernandez, the other caller to 9-1-1.
They knew from Mr. Hernandez’s call that he had been right behind the semi and Toyota when the accident had happened. In the notes was his comment “I had to swerve and put on the brakes to avoid being in the accident myself”. Even more so than Miss Holeman, the police wanted to speak with Julio Hernandez, if he was still there.
It would be a bit of a time-consuming effort, given that there were at least forty people now on both sides of Seventh Street and fifteen cars, their headlights still on, on the sides of the street. At least the rain had let up, but it had gotten colder with the temperature now around thirty-seven degrees.
“I don’t know what to think,” Ruth said to Fred and Paul who were on the sofa, Fred right beside Dwayne. “Steve and Kyle both went to Walmart and have been gone a long time and now with all these lights and sirens, I am concerned.”
“I heard them too,” Paul said, given that he just lived two-doors away.
Fred was not sure what to say. He neither wanted to upset Ruth nor Dwayne.
Fred had known the Caldwells for four years, about the same time as Paul, but on a much more intimate level. In July of 2013, he had donated his time as the stage manager for Artown, the month-long celebration of the arts. While Artown took place at venues across Reno, the major location was Wingfield Park in downtown by the Truckee River, directly across the street from Trinity Episcopal Cathedral. After the boys’ initial public performance at Trinity with Silent Night at midnight on Christmas Eve of 2012, their next major concert had been opening night, July 1, 2013, at that Artown.
Fred had a no-nonsense, gruff demeanor about him, and he was not enamored with child performers. He had more than his fill with show biz kids. Some, if pushed to the point, he would admit were talented. But it was the kid who thought he or she could act big that he had enough of. But the Caldwell youngsters were to Fred different. This he attributed to Steve and Ruth just being good, down-to-Earth parents.
The Caldwell Trio, as the boys had named themselves, had wowed the audience at Wingfield. Including Fred, who was not one who wowed. Fred had asked Steve and Ruth if the boys might record a few songs which he would pass along to an agent friend in LA in the business. Steve and Ruth, not really believing anything would come of this, had agreed.
Much to everybody’s surprise, two weeks later Fred had informed Steve and Ruth that his agent friend wanted to meet them and so as a summer family vacation to Disneyland, all of them had flown down to southern California and met with famous children’s agent, Frieda Granite.
Thus, had begun the odyssey of Robby, Dwayne and Kyle Caldwell. In the process, Fred, like Carla, had become an unofficial member and confidant of the Caldwell family.
Fred was about to say something, although he was not sure what, when he was stopped. He felt Dwayne’s left hand reach out and clutch Fred’s right knee.
“Where is Robby?” Fred said to divert the topic and concern that went with the topic, at least for a moment.
“Robby,” Ruth said up the stairs. “Fred and Paul are here. Come on down.”
“Be right down,” came Robby’s voice.
In a moment, Robby, now dressed, albeit not in the nice clothes he had been asked to wear for the party, came down the stairs. It was clear to everybody in the room from the expression on the boy’s face, he had been upstairs worrying about the what ifs.
As the coroner pulled up, the paramedics whose services were sadly not needed here, were getting ready to move on, as was the news crew. As Oliver left Jeannine’s home, he passed by the crew from the coroner’s office.
Having asked all the men on the street if they happened to be Julio Hernandez, Popwell had gone from car-to-car. As he approached the final car, immediately Popwell realized he should have thought to have started with this car.
Different from the other vehicles that were, more or less, lined up by the side of the road, this last car was headed into the sidewalk. The 9-1-1 notes ran through Popwell’s head as they had for Oliver earlier: “I had to serve and slam on my brakes”.
The officer tapped on the window. A non-descript Hispanic man inside rolled down the window. Popwell could now see inside a woman in the passenger seat and two young children in the back. The man was in tears.
“Are you Julio Hernandez?” the officer enquired.
“Si, senor. I mean, yes, officer.”
“Did you call 9-1-1 about this accident?”
“I did. I’m sorry. For crying like a little kid. I was just thinking that my whole family might have been in the accident. They, my wife and my kids, might have been killed.”
“I understand, Mr. Hernandez. Thankfully you are all okay. You are all okay?”
Julio looked to his wife who nodded a yes.
“Yes, officer. We are just shaken up.”
“I was wondering, Mr. Hernandez, if you might mind getting out of the car. Just for a moment, sir. So, you can give me your statement of what happened here.”
He looked at his wife and took her hand tightly. She nodded that of course he had to do what the officer was asking. He kissed her and whispered, “Te quiero mucho. Ya vuelvo,” then got out of the car, closing the door behind him.
“What did you say there?” Popwell asked out of interest.
“Oh. I just told her how much I loved her. And that I would be right back.”
As he motioned Julio to the front of the car, Popwell took out his notebook.
Ruth’s anxieties were worse. How long had it been since Carla had called? Why was she not there yet? Had Carla been in an accident?
She got up and headed for the front closet to get her coat.
“Where are you going, mom?” Robby asked.
Before she could answer, there was a knock on the front door.
“I was beginning to get worried about you too,” Ruth said, opening the door to find Carla.
“Sorry about that. Traffic is snarled up. Shall we go?”
As Ruth grabbed her coat, Carla, on purpose, dropped her car keys on the carpet. Once she got Ruth out of the house, she needed an excuse to come back in. She needed Fred, whom she had seen on the sofa, to know what she knew.
“Okay, let’s go,” Ruth said, as she put on her coat. “Boys, we’ll be back soon. Keep our guests company. Fred? Paul? Maybe you want something to drink. If they do, boys, be good hosts.”
Carla let Ruth go out first, then followed. She closed the door behind her, making sure it would not lock.
“Stupid me,” Carla said, feigning a search for her keys. “I must have dropped my keys on the floor. Get in the car, Ruth. I’ll be right there.”
As Ruth got in the passenger side of the car, Carla went back into the house.
“What’s up, Aunt Carla?” Robby asked.
“I dropped my keys somewhere,” she replied, eyeing the keys on the floor.
“I’ll help you,” Robby said.
Robby’s help was not what she wanted. With her right foot, she shoved the keys under the small table by the door to buy her a little more time.
“Maybe you can help me, Fred?” Carla said.
Perhaps it was the way she had put a slight emphasis on Fred’s name, or the look on her face, or that he was just thirsty, Paul said, “You know, Robby, I could sure use a drink.”
“What would you like, Mr. Fisher?” Robby asked, halfway to the kitchen as Fred stood up and headed for Carla.
“A soda would be nice, Robby,” Paul replied.
As Robby disappeared into the kitchen and Fred joined Carla, again Paul sensed his role was to be a distractor.
“So Dwayne, you guys working on any new pieces of music?”
With Dwayne distracted by Paul and Robby in the kitchen, Carla retrieved her keys and got up close to Fred.
“Fred. Steve’s been in a car accident.”
“What?” Fred replied with shock and concern.
“Quiet. Don’t want to upset the boys. I saw it on the news. I saw the license plate.”
Fred also knew that plate, 2SaxDKC, all too well. Steve had run the notion past Fred when he had ordered the personalized plate four years earlier.
“I have no idea what Ruth and I are going to find. Let’s hope for the best. But whatever, it is bound to be a long night. Can you stay with the boys?”
“However long it takes. All night, if necessary,” Fred said.
Carla started to turn for the door but was stopped by Fred’s hand on her left shoulder.
“Call or text me when you know something,” he said.
Carla nodded and exited the house.
Julio had, indeed, been right behind the semi. Too much closer, and he would have been in the accident as well. He described in detail for Officer Popwell what had happened.
“We were about three quarters of a mile up the street,” Julio had begun, “when the truck swerved first to the left. I remembered thinking to myself ‘what the heck’. As it first swerved was when I first saw the smaller light blue car in front. Between the size of the truck and the cars it was hauling, I could not see earlier what was in front of the truck.
“It then swerved back to the right, the trailer swung back and forth across two lanes. It also picked up speed. A lot of speed. It was then that I started to brake but I was not sure which way to go. I could see that the driver of the other car must have felt the same way I did. He moved his car back and forth between the two lanes towards downtown. He was looking, I knew he was looking, looking for a way out. I could see two shadows in the front seat of the other car. One was smaller. Maybe a kid.”
“What? What did you say, Mr. Hernandez?” Popwell asked as he stopped writing.
“I could see two shadows in the front seat of the other car,” Julio repeated.
“Wait here. Please,” Popwell said.
The officer turned and ran the thirty yards down Seventh Street to Montego. Out of the corner of his eyes he saw the paramedics in the ambulance and about to pull out.
“Wait! Wait!” Popwell hollered at them.
Oliver looked up.
Carla and Ruth crossed over McCarron. Walmart was on their left.
Although lost in her thoughts, Ruth thought it was odd that Carla seemed to be knowing right where to drive.
“Are you sure this is the right direction of where the emergency vehicles went? I mean, you were not even up here when that happened?”
Carla drove another block and then pulled over to the side of the road, just before the bend. She knew that just four blocks past the bend was Montego Street, where the news crew had reported the accident from. Staring straight ahead over the steering wheel, Carla reached for the key in the ignition and turned the car off.
“Why are we stopping, Carla?” Ruth asked.
“There’s been an accident, Ruth,” Carla said, not turning to her.
The word ‘accident’ and the way Carla had said it, with a sense of grief in her voice, had Ruth’s undivided attention. For a moment neither women said anything, then Carla turned to her.
“There’s been an automobile accident,” Carla said. “I…I….saw it on the news.”
Ruth could not, would not ever lash out at Carla. If Carla had waited until now to say something, Ruth knew it had been with the best of intentions and she hoped, in order to lift Carla’s burden, Carla would know that.
“Wha…what did you see? On the news?” Ruth asked, adding, “Please. Tell me.”
“Please, Ruth, understand that I wanted to be here for you, to be with you. That was why I did not tell you over the phone. That was why I pleaded with you to promise me that you would not go anywhere until I got up here. For the sake of our entire friendship, please understand.”
“Carla, my dearest Carla…what did you see on the news?”
“The news was showing a car accident…”
Ruth’s right hand went to her mouth.
“The camera shifted down to the street and…and…oh damn it.”
“And?” Ruth asked.
“There…in the middle of the street…was the car’s license plate.”
For a second this revelation hit Ruth hard. She knew. Just because, she knew.
“What I could see of the plate,” Carla tried to go on, only to be stopped by her own tears.
“It read 2SaxDKC?” Ruth asked.
Carla just looked at Ruth. With tears streaming down her face she thought of Steve and often he had said about Ruth “You are the strong one.”
Ruth unbuckled her seatbelt and reached over and embraced Carla.
“What’s going on?” Oliver asked as he approached his partner.
“Don’t let the ambulance leave,” Popwell responded. “We might have a third victim.”
“What? How do you know?” Oliver asked.
“Hernandez. The witness. He said he saw the shadows of two people in the Toyota.”
As Oliver started to run across Seventh Street to the ambulance, he yelled back to his partner, “Go and see where the coroner is at.”
He turned and as he did his foot hit a piece of metal which, in the dark, nobody had seen. He picked it up and turned it over. It was the smashed-up license plate. With the plate in his left hand, as he got to the ambulance, he could see that there was a new set of headlights half-a-block further down Seventh. He could make out the figure of Officer Robinson stopping the car.
“What’s up?” Mike, in the driver’s seat of the ambulance, asked, his window rolled down.
“We have reason to believe there is a third victim,” Oliver replied.
“Where?” the paramedic asked.
“We don’t know. We just have an eye-witness who says that there were two people in the car.”
As Oliver left the ambulance and headed towards the car that Robinson had stopped, Mike turned to his partner, Jason who said the strangest thing.
“Have you ever had a feeling as if you were meant to be someplace?” the blond-haired and blue-eyed Jason asked.
“What do you mean?” Mike asked.
“I don’t know. I am just glad we are here.”
“I am sorry, Miss,” Officer Cheryl Robinson said to Carla. “But I cannot let you go any further up Seventh Street. There has been an accident.”
“I know. I know. My best friend’s husband was in the accident.”
“How do you know who was in the accident?”
Robinson looked up the street at the news van. To her knowledge no information had yet been released to the media.
“I saw the license plate on the news,” Carla said.
“What’s going on here?” Oliver asked as he approached Carla’s car.
“These ladies say they know the accident victim in the car,” Robinson replied.
Oliver doubted this. They did not even know who the victims were yet, and he had not had the time to even check in with the news crew, being appreciative that they had stayed back and out of the way. Reno PD had an excellent relationship with the local media. This was just another example of good community public relations that RPD took pride in.
“She said,” Robinson said, “that she saw the license plate on the news.”
Oliver looked at the twisted, mangled piece of metal in his left hand and turned it right side up with both hands.
“What’s the license plate number, Miss?” Oliver asked Carla.
“2SaxDKC.”
It was difficult from the condition of the plate for Oliver to make out the first and last digits, but clearly the middle part was SaxDK. Gently ushering his colleague aside, Oliver opened the door for Carla to get out.
“I thought you said there were two ladies?” Oliver said to Robinson.
“Yes,” Carla said. “My friend, Ruth.”
The three of them looked to the other side of the car. No Ruth. Just the passenger door open.
Determined. Ruth moved up the sidewalk with the breeze in her face. Past the people who were still there. Her first few steps were a walk, then to a brisk walk. Still a block away and on the other side of the street, she was now at a trot. She held the top of her coat closed with her left hand to her neck.
“Come on,” Oliver said to Carla.
As they got to Oliver and Popwell’s squad car, Ruth was about to cross the street towards the car. She got to the middle of the street and stopped.
“Go and be with your friend,” Oliver said to Carla. In his hand, he still held the license plate as he opened his squad car door and sat sideways into the car and took his radio in his hand.
He remembered that the woman had said the other two pieces were the number two at the start and the letter C on the end.
Ruth looked with a sense of despair at the back of her and Steve’s car. Carla put her arms around Ruth’s shoulders. She did not say a thing as the coroner started to remove the body that they knew was Steve’s.
“I need you to run Nevada plates,” Oliver said into his car radio. “The number 2 S as in Sam, A as in apple, X as in x-ray, D as in Dwayne.” He paused for a second, not knowing why he had used Dwayne instead of say David. Then he continued. “K as in Kyle.” He stopped again. “Oh my god,” he said to himself.
He looked out at Carla and Ruth standing in the darkness, but specifically at Ruth.
“I’m sorry. I did not get that,” the dispatch operator said. “Please repeat.”
“Sorry,” Oliver continued. “Yes. K as in Kyle and C…as in…as in Caldwell.”
Officer Oliver did not need to hear the response. He already knew who these people were. Ruth Caldwell was as well-known to the community as the boys were. And he knew whose body was probably in the Toyota. Still, he did need official confirmation.
“The vehicle is a 2014 sky-blue Toyota. It is registered to a Stephen James Caldwell,” dispatch reported.
“Thank you,” Oliver said.
“Would that be the Stephen Caldwell of the Caldwell family of musicians?” dispatch asked.
Oliver paused.
“Can you notify Command,” he started to say, “that we have a death of someone important in the community? They’ll need to know.”
“I’ll take care of it,” dispatch replied, a slight quiver in the voice.
“Thank you,” Oliver said again.
“Where is Kyle?” Ruth asked Carla, having braced herself, as best she could. She held tight to Carla, to wait to see two bodies removed from the car.
The airbags had deployed upon impact. The airbag on the passenger side had been underneath Steve. Then both Officer Popwell, standing by at Oliver’s direction, and the coroner saw a movement – an ever so slight movement – of the passenger side airbag. At first, both men had attributed it to either the movement of the car as they had removed Steve’s body, or the wind (which had picked up) or both.
Still, the coroner decided to take one last closer look.
“Well, hello there,” the coroner said.
BELIEVE
CHAPTER THREE
I wasn’t sure of anything. Where I was or who this guy was looking down at me. All I knew was that I wasn’t supposed to move. At least that was the last thing I remembered having been told to do.
The coroner’s left hand pushed the airbag to the left as much as he could, which was not much. With his right hand, he motioned for Officer Popwell to join him.
To my left there was another guy. He had a light. A flashlight, I guessed. It was hard for me to tell. Whatever it was, it was aimed right in my eyes. Beyond the light I could make out that the guy had some kind of a uniform on. Where was I and who were these strange people? The only two things I did know was that my head hurt and that I wanted to know where I was at.
With his flashlight, Officer Popwell could see that crouched and wedged beneath the front passenger seat and the space beneath the glove compartment was a boy with a mess of blond hair and blue eyes. In his arms he cradled a saxophone.
The guy with the light then hollered, “Help! Over here. Come quickly.”
Officer Oliver and the paramedics, Jason and Mike, came on a run. Jeannine opened her front door and peered out at the commotion.
“Excuse me,” Jason said as he ran past Ruth and Carla still in the middle of the street. He then did a double-take back to them while he continued to run.
“What?” Ruth said with a look to Carla.
“On this side,” Popwell said with a wave at Jason and Mike to come around to that side.
Now I could see that there were more people. Too many people. I didn’t know who they were or what they wanted.
Officer Oliver was right behind the paramedics, to be of any assistance that he could be.
“Hey, guy,” a young guy bent down to talk to me.
He had blond hair. Like mine and my dad’s. Dad? Where was dad? He’d explain to me what was going on.
Although the boy was fairly unrecognizable from the condition he was in, between all of the evidence, dispatch’s confirmation of who the vehicle was registered to, the presence of Ruth Caldwell, the boy’s unmistakable blond-hair and blue eyes and, of course, the saxophone the youngster was cradling, Oliver knew that this was one of the Caldwell twins, although he did not know which one.
Jason also knew it was the Caldwell family.
“What’s going on?” Ruth asked Carla.
“I don’t know. Let’s find out.”
The women got to what was left of the back of the car when Ruth stopped. She was more than overwhelmed. If it was Kyle’s dead body, she couldn’t. Just couldn’t.
“You…you find out,” she said to Carla, her voice at a quiver.
“Stay right here,” Carla said.
Ruth nodded and Carla started around to the right side of the car, just behind Officer Oliver. With a smile, he side-stepped a step to the right so Carla could see what he saw.
Carla looked downward, just over Jason’s shoulder.
“Come quickly, Ruth. Come,” Carla said.
Ruth made her way around to the side of the car.
“It’s Kyle. It’s my Kylie,” she said to Carla.
“Yes,” Carla said, holding on to Ruth.
“Hey, guy,” the young guy said again to me. My name is Jason. Can you tell me your name?”
My name? Sure. I knew my name. It was…it was…. Give me a moment. Quit rushing me. My name is…Dwayne. That’s it. I think.
The boy remained unresponsive.
Where in the hell am I?
“What’s the game plan?” another young guy asked the blond haired guy. They both wore identical clothes. The guy who said his name was Jason. I didn’t know anybody named Jason. At least I didn’t think I did. I wasn’t sure of anything
“I’ll let you guys take it from here,” the coroner said. He not only had his own tasks ahead of him from this, but he knew they would need room.
As the coroner stood up, he made eye contact with Ruth. The coroner also knew who these people were. The moment he had seen the boy, he had known.
Identical clothes. Why does that word “identical” mean something to me. Identical…what?
The first guy, Jason, stood up.
Jason had stood up to survey the situation.
“Depending upon what injuries there might be,” Jason said to Mike, “I’m thinking if we can just pull the passenger seat back to give us some room, we might just be able to lift him out.”
“We need to get you out of there, buddy,” the guy Jason said to me.
Jason reached underneath the seat for the latch. He tried to move the seat backwards, but it wouldn’t budge.
Mike ran around to the back of the car or what was left of it. Oliver shined his flashlight on where Mike was behind the passenger seat.
It was obvious to both officer and paramedic, as the officer shined his flashlight downwards, that the seat was unmovable. Part of what had been the car’s trunk was smashed up right against the back of the seat. Jason could see now what they saw. It was time for Plan B.
They thought they were going to move me. I couldn’t let that happen. I had to say something before they did something bad. Something they shouldn’t do.
“He…” I found myself saying.
“He?” Jason said.
“He told me…that no matter…what happened, I shouldn’t move,” I said.
“I see,” the guy said. “And what is your name? I don’t want to keep calling you guy or buddy.”
“I…I…told you my name. My name is Dwayne,” I said.
I was agitated. Why wouldn’t I be? This whole thing was upsetting. Wasn’t he listening to me? I had told me my name was Dwayne. Hadn’t I? Or had I just thought it? I was so confused. Now he wanted to move me. Move me where? I knew I had to put up a fight to keep them from moving me.
Jason stood up, turned and walked the couple of steps to Carla and Ruth.
“Mrs. Caldwell. It is Mrs. Caldwell?” Jason asked Ruth.
Due to a chance encounter years earlier with Steve, Ruth and Carla, Jason knew who these people were. He doubted that she would remember him and now was certainly not the time to bring that up. Jason, however, would never forget that earlier night.
Ruth nodded yes.
“Dwayne says he is not supposed to move,” Jason said. “We might need your help to let us help him.”
“Who told you he was Dwayne?” Carla asked.
“He did. Why?” Jason said.
“Oh, dear,” Ruth said.
“He’s confused,” Carla went on. “That’s Kyle in the car.”
Jason turned away from them and back to Mike.
“It’s cold out here. Go and grab a blanket from the unit,” I heard the Jason guy say to the other young guy.
Mike was off in a dash as Jason returned to his patient.
“It’s Kyle, isn’t it? Is that your name?”
Kyle? That made no sense to me. And there was that word again. Identical? Identical twin. That’s it. I’m an identical twin and Kyle is my brother. Kyle had gone somewhere. Where had Kyle gone? I closed my eyes.
“Kyle. You want to run to Walmart with me?”
Kyle had gone to the store. That’s it. Kyle had gone to the store. With him. With whom? My head not only hurt, but the pain had me all confused.
“My name is Dwayne,” I said.
An image flashed in my throbbing head.
“Whatever happens, do not move, Dwayne.”
Wait. I opened my eyes. That didn’t seem right. I closed my eyes again.
“Whatever happens, do not move, Kyle.”
If I’m Kyle and not Dwayne then I went to the store with dad. Right?
“What are we going to the store for anyways?”
“Your mother needs gravy.”
Dad had said something else. In my head I can see him talking but not to me. Later he was talking to me.
“He told me…he told me…not to move,” I said as I reopened my eyes.
“And you followed his directions perfectly,” Jason said.
Jason knew the kid was traumatized. Who wouldn’t be in this situation? Jason’s immediate concern that trauma would not lead to shock. The boy had made it this far. Jason had no intention of losing him. Getting him out of there was extremely vital. Yet not upsetting him was equally important.
Mike ran back with a tan-colored blanket which he handed to Jason.
“Here. We want you to stay warm,” Jason said to me.
Mike knew that this kid could not be in better hands. Some of their paramedic colleagues could not do well with the injured kid thing. Jason, on the other hand, was the best of the best in this department. Far better than he was. Maybe that was why Jason had said he felt that he was meant to be here tonight; at this particular accident.
Jason began to move the blanket up and around me.
Good. They get it. He’s putting me to bed. Why else have a blanket? I’m not to be moved. But this isn’t my bed.
All was good until Jason got to the saxophone. Even though he was gentle and cautious as he tried to tuck the blanket under the instrument, Kyle clung onto the saxophone.
“No,” I said.
I looked down. What was this doing here? Wherever “here” was.
“Okay. We’ll just leave it right where it is at,” Jason said to me.
Jason pondered his next move. At some point he knew, they would just have to force Kyle out but he wanted to try whatever else first that he could think of.
“I need your help, Mrs. Caldwell,” Jason said to Ruth.
“Kyle does not want to come out of the car. He keeps repeating that ‘he told me not to move’. I suspect, he meant his dad said that to him.”
Ruth knew what she had to do. Steve had saved their son. Steve had gotten him save this far. Now she had to finish the task that Steve was no longer there to do. She moved past them all and knelt down by Kyle. They, she and Steve, had been a team. This would be their final team action together to bring the game home. To bring Kyle home.
“Hey, Kylie, honey,” Ruth began.
My body twitched when this lady said the name Kylie although I didn’t know why.
“We need to go home now, honey,” Ruth said. “Your brothers, Robby and Dwayne, are waiting for you. And Fred is there. Paul and maybe even Ethel too. Aunt Carla is right here with me.”
I knew who the name Dwayne belonged to. That much I had figured out. But who were Robby, Fred, Paul and the other name she’d said? For that matter, who was she?
There was no reaction from Kyle to any of this. His mother’s voice. The mention of the names of half-a-dozen people who loved this kid ever so dearly. Just…nothing.
With her left hand, Ruth tugged on the hem of Carla’s dress. It was time for Carla to contribute whatever she might.
“Hey, Kylie,” Carla said from behind Ruth. “It’s time to go home, kiddo.”
There was that name again. Kylie.
“I love you so very much, Kylie,” echoed inside my brain.
“You need to let these nice people help you out of the car, Kylie,” the woman said to me.
“I love you so very much, Kylie,” again played deep inside of my head. But from where? It was not this woman next to me. A wisp of a memory. I could not connect the dots. And where was dad? He’d explain it all to me.
In anguish and hopelessness, Ruth looked first up to Carla on her left and then to Jason on her right. The worst possible thought crossed her mind: did her precious son not recognize who she was?
“Where’s my dad?” I asked.
All these people looked at each other, but none of them answered my question.
I looked around me. This was an odd place to be. I was tucked into a small place. Then I felt a wetness on my right arm. It was blood.
“Blood,” I screamed.
“Where?” Jason asked.
“My arm! My arm! My arm!” I screamed.
The Jason person tried to look but he could not see my arm because the whole right side of my body was lodged underneath the glove compartment.
Glove compartment? Glove compartments are in a car. I looked about. I could see the latch for the front cover of the glove compartment.
He unbuckled the seatbelt and shoved the boy down beneath the glove compartment just before the car went sailing through the air.
“Whatever you do, do not move, Kyle.”
“Get me out of here! Get me out of here!” I screamed with panic and anxiety.
“Do something for my boy,” the woman said.
“I’m going to, Mrs. Caldwell,” Jason said. “I’m going to.”
Jason turned back to me.
“It’s okay, Kyle,” Jason said, still in the same calm tone he had used all along.
“You told me not to move, no matter what,” Kyle screamed at Jason. “You told me not to
move.”
This took everybody close enough to hear by surprise. Except for Jason. Indeed, he was the best of the best in with young people in horrific situations. A gift that few people possessed.
Jason went with it.
“And you did exactly what I told you to do. And I am so proud of you, Kyle,” Jason replied.
“He thinks the paramedic is Steve?” Carla whispered to Ruth.
“I think so. I don’t care. Whatever it takes to get him out of there, out of here,” Ruth replied.
“But now it’s time to go home, Kylie,” Jason continued.
He wanted to get close enough to see what the injury was but it was impossible from the angle Kyle was in.
“Everybody is at home waiting for us. Waiting for you. It’s time to go home.”
Home? I closed my eyes.
In my head were images. Fragments of images. Not one, but two saxophones. Another kid at a drum set. Then another boy who looked like me.
I opened my eyes then closed them.
“Don’t let him fall asleep,” Mike said to Jason.
“He’s not,” Jason replied. “He’s not.”
A Kenny G t-shirt. A framed picture of a family of five. All a clutter. A quick succession of images.
“He’s connecting. As best he can, he’s connecting,” Jason said to Mike.
“It’s okay, Kyle. It’s okay,” Jason said to me. His voice was calm.
I closed my eyes again.
As he did, he slowly turned his head back towards the woman obstructed by Jason. The paramedic nudged himself to his right. He wanted the boy to have a direct line to his mother.
Deep, very deep inside my head, first I heard a fragment of a memory. It was a woman’s laugh.
I opened my eyes.
“Mom?”
“Yes, honey,” Ruth said.
“What’s happened? Where am I?” I asked.
And then came the dreaded question:
“Where’s dad?”
Christian Benjamin Seaborn
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Christian Seaborn began his career in the entertainment industry as an actor at the age of 10. Before moving into writing, producing, graphic design and editing, as an actor he had appeared as a featured guest star on a variety of national television series for the CBS, ABC and NBC Networks out of Hollywood, California. Along the way, the 4'11" performer took a right turn off of his career, working as an exercise rider of race horses. He also coached boys soccer for 16 years and was a Big Brother to six boys from broken homes. Hence, his affinity for writing a story about a troubled boy.
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More recently, he has opted for the safer sport of bowling over horse racing, working as a writer, researcher and photographer for the Championships programs of the United States Bowling Congress.